I am amazed at how completely insecure and overly confident I can be at the same time!
I didn’t hesitate to accept a last minute opportunity to walk runway in swim wear for charity fashion show during New York Fashion week. I felt intimidated but I told myself I was a bad bitch and went for it.
Why do I beat myself up internally for “gaining weight” and “looking fat,” when in reality, I dropped a size.
I am insecure about a lot of things. Like moving to a new place, social anxiety from meeting new people all the time, and starting a new job.
Body issues come out when I’m stressed.
It's like a default.
Stress for any reason, leads to body issues. My not-good-enough-mind comes out to play, and wants to pick on my bodily securities.
Not today, negative mind. I’m shedding a light on my insecurities. Because they are only real in the darkness.